1. |
If Anyone Asks...
02:10
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If anyone asks what I’ve been doing
Tell em I grew my mustache out (My 'stache)
And moved the fuck on
If anyone asks where I’ve been living
Tell em I flew to Mars and I’m never coming back
If anyone asks what I’ve been learning
Tell em triangles and matrices
Tell em I gave up on music
Tell em I blew up my guitar and un-wrote all my songs
Tell em this is the last one
If anyone asks who I’ve been loving
Tell em it’s none of their fucking business
And to leave her alone
If anyone asks if I’ve been dying
Tell em I could not be saved
Tell em they asked too late
If anyone asks how I’ve been feeling
Tell em like a million bucks
Oh yeah
I’m not the me you think you love
I didn’t say those things I said
I’m not the me inside your head
I wanna be the boy you thought you knew who went and vanished into the blue!
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2. |
Sick Nasty!
04:25
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On my own
Fifty miles away
And the cancer by my right thigh won’t be my friend tonight
On the outs
Freedom is three clicks away
Man, this cancer by my right thigh is slowly killing me, alright?
But they say, with smiles and elation, that time heals all
Man, I thought they were wrong
Well, I guess time heals all
Blood slowly clots over the wounds
But I keep picking at the scabs
Despondent and bemused
Well, I guess time heals all
Blood slowly clots over the wounds
But I’m still just picking through the scraps
Broke and confused
I’ve got a gun and I know your name
And it’s burning at my right thigh
Don’t mess with me, alright?
Scarlett eyes
The shadows still call my name
There’s no way the weight will lift if the rift is still identified
But they say, with smiles and elation, that time heals all
They’re still proving me wrong
Well, I guess time heals all
Blood slowly clots over the wounds
But I keep picking at the scabs
Crestfallen and aloof
Things change
The brightness turns to black, and then to gray
“So long to painful times,” is all I can say
There’s so much to throw away
There’s so much to throw away
Well, I guess time heals all
Blood slowly clots over the wounds
But I keep picking at the scabs
Crestfallen and aloof
Well, I guess time heals all
Blood slowly clots over the wounds
But I keep picking at the scabs
Despondent and bemused
Well, I guess time heals all
Blood slowly clots over the wounds
But I keep picking through the scraps
Bruised, black and blue
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3. |
Safe with You
03:16
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When the weight of the world is too much to bear
I lay my head down on your lap
And when you stroke my hair and kiss my head, I feel like...
I feel like...
When the weight of the world is too much to bear
I lay my head down on your lap
And when you stroke my hair and kiss my head, I feel like...
I feel like...
I feel like I could die there
I could live there
I could laugh there
I could cry there
I could sleep there
And I could wake there
I could love there
I could
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4. |
Maverick
04:04
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Let’s throw out our phones into the sea
I want it to be just you and me, baby
The circuits will fry and the water will scream
We’ll sit on the shore and watch as we’re freed, baby
Maybe it’s okay to drown
Cuz somehow, a very long time ago, I got buried deep underground
Maybe you’ll dig me out
But baby, hold your breath if you fall in
Cuz I don’t want you to end up where I am now
Feel the sound (Feel the sound)
Hear my mouth
I’ll scream out (I'll scream out)
When you go, I hope you take me
Throw out your phone into the sea
Its battery keeps charging and recharging your misery
You say the pictures look bad
I hate when you’re disgusted by your own face
Throw your phone into the sea
It’s constant anxiety
Yeah, I want you to end up where I am now
Feel the sound (Feel the sound)
Hear my mouth (My mouth)
I’ll scream out (I'll scream out)
When you go, I hope you take me
Cast out your heart into the sea
Cast out the madness and grief
Cast out your world of anxieties
Cast out a line and hook me
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5. |
Last Punk Standing
01:08
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Autumn
I walk alone and with my hood on for life
I fall hard when the leaves fall
I’m kicking through them in these Vans that I just bought
I’m still a guy who wears tight pants
But as you get older and grow up, it’s hard to stay a punk
You start rocking the sweaters and fancy socks that your grandparents bought you and you never touched
It’s cold out here and windy
But I like it
I’ll need a blanket tonight
Watching scary movies with the lights off by myself is alright
Tomorrow I’ll go for a drive and look at the changing leaves
And think about how I’m almost fucking 21
And wonder if I’m the only kid who does this shit
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6. |
Book
03:10
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Why do I...
Why do I love...
Why do I love you?
Why do I love you?
I don’t know
Why do you love me?
Why do you love me?
I don’t know
I don’t know
But between us, it is understood
It is not the words
It is the looks that we share
I’d spell out the reasons if I could
But this is life
It’s not a book
But between us, it is understood
It is not the words
It is the looks that we share
I’d spell out the reasons if I could
But this is life
It’s not a book
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7. |
Good Morning
05:10
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Woke up next to you and stayed silent, stuck like glue
I watched
You were restless
Sunbeams lighting up my dorm room
You were wearing my t-shirt and your legs were nude
You woke
And you smiled
So, then I tucked my leg in-between your thighs
And put one arm over top and the other under your side
And I squeezed
Our lips met again, and again, and again, and again, and again
“Good morning baby, do you wanna stay here forever?”
If so, we’ll surely flunk out of school
I would
But we can’t
Because somebody would find out when the semester ends
They would kick us straight out
We’d say goodbye to this bed
We would cry
We always do when we say goodbye, goodbye, goodbye, goodbye
We’d be on our own
Like a million nights before
“Don’t let me go,” you said
Then I said, “Let’s get up, there are a million things to do”
You said, “No way, you stay”
We’d be on our own
Like a million nights before
“Don’t let me go,” you said
Then I said, “Let’s get up, there are a million things to do”
You said, “No way, you stay”
Sunbeams lighting up my dorm room
"Good morning baby, do you wanna stay here forever?"
We’d be on our own
Like a million nights before
“Don’t let me go,” you said
Then I said, “Let’s get up, there are a million things to do”
You said, “No way, you stay”
I think my whole life was leading towards this moment
I’d been alone for so long
I didn’t think it existed
I swear I’m repaired
Goodnight baby
So long blues
I waited 20 long years to fall for you
And I did
Again, and again, and again, and again, and again
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8. |
Strum On
02:16
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Strumming on this guitar, it’s been awhile
Had writer’s block too long and stopped writing songs
Strumming on this guitar, it’s not the same (It's not the same)
I wanna feel the pain
I wanna sing it away
Strumming on this guitar, I’m out of style
2012 is calling and saying I’m extinct
Can I win your hearts back?
Should I write a refrain that goes “Na-na-na-na-na”?
Did I say the right things?
Will I write a hook worthy of singing along?
Strumming on his guitar, he feels at home
His teachers think he’s failing life
One day they’ll ask for his autograph
Strumming on her guitar, she’s kicking ass
She’s gonna be the president
She’s gonna punch through the glass
Strumming on our guitars, we’re all on fire
We’re burning up in real time (Yeah!)
You better run fast
Can I win your hearts back?
Should I write a refrain that goes “Na-na-na-na-na”?
Did I say the right things?
Will I write a hook worthy of singing along?
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