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Ursa Minor
06:36
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(Time is running out)
(Who cares?)
When the moon is bright
And the stars light up the sky
I feel the web of a tangled life
I thought I’d see a map looking down at me
A fool’s guide that leads to an empty life
Lying on my back
Can’t detect these artifacts
Shapes they don’t teach in a science class
Fingers tracing lines
People drawing out their lives
But I can’t see the paths they made
So, I make my own one
They’ll ask, don’t tell
The thing I wanna do right now
Fall back, give in
Voices ringing in my ears
Not you, blame them
You’re definitely on your own
But who cares how I live?
Who cares how I live?
If my math is right
I won’t last another night
Trying to get paid to do what I wanna do
If the moon is bright and the stars shine out alright
I’ll look down at my feet
Not up
It’s a perfect life
They’ll ask, don’t tell
The thing I wanna do right now
Fall back, give in
Voices ringing in my ears
Not you, blame them
You’re definitely on your own
But who cares how I live?
Caught in the gaze of the sun and the moon
Left me lonely and tired, hungry for food
I looked at myself, I was desperate as hell
Seemed very obvious as far as I could tell
Daughters and sons carry on in cocoons
Lazy and useless, stuck in the womb
I fought with the monsters, I fought for my life
Crying and pulling up the blankets all night
The stars in the sky disguise what you seek
Clueless and sad is for the wistful and weak
Ignore these words, they are selfish and false
With a guitar in my hand, hear me sing “That is all”
Who cares how I live?
(The thing I wanna do right now)
Who cares how I live?
(The thing I wanna do right now)
Who cares how I live?
(The thing I wanna, thing I wanna)
Who cares how I live?
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2. |
Hyperdrive
04:33
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I’d drive 80 miles to meet you at your doorstep
It helps that the wind blows in your direction
Hyperspace is tire to the pavement
It’s been a long drive
I’m sorry if I’m sleepy when I arrive
(When I arrive)
Another trailer park
Another white church with a steeple
More small towns and strip malls
More coffee and angry people
I’ve been from line to line
This state feels so much smaller
I’ve driven 80 miles a hundred times
I’d do it ten thousand more
I know you’re waiting for me to come in sight
I’m spending more time behind the wheel than living a life
You’re probably busy in the morning
Hey, it’s alright
I’d still drive 80 miles to be with you for one night
This wasn’t in the plan
I never thought I’d be a nomad
Nature and circumstance cause massive altercations
But I’m an astronaut
I will fly to you at light speed
Distance is futile
Time and space won’t keep us apart
I know you’re waiting for me to come in sight
I’m spending more time behind the wheel than living a life
You’re probably busy in the morning
Hey, it’s alright
I’d still drive 80 miles to be with you for one night
I’d drive 80 miles to meet you at your doorstep
It helps that the wind blows in your direction
I’d walk 80 miles with no shoes on in the pouring rain
Then fall right down there at your feet saying:
“Oh my God, time and space are not kind
But distance can’t keep us apart”
Because I know you’re waiting for me to come in sight
I’m spending more time behind the wheel than living a life
You’re probably busy in the morning
Hey, it’s alright
I’d still drive 80 miles to be with you for one night (Let’s go!)
I know you’re waiting (I know you’re waiting)
For me to come in sight (To come in sight)
I’m spending more time (I need more time)
Behind the wheel than living a life (I’m not living a life)
You’re probably busy in the morning (Are you busy?)
Hey, it’s alright
I’d still drive 80 miles to be with you for one night
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You’re fresh out of college
You got your degrees
I hear that they’re hiring at the bank down the street
You’d be able to take your girl to Chili’s
So, get off your ass and get some money
That’s the dream
Music is great if it’s done on the side
There’s an hour before nine and a few after five
The longer you wait, the bigger the mistake
Do what makes sense
Yes, that is your fate
It’s too late
You’re barely a renegade
You still have the chance to fold
Fold!
Go join them
Be happy
Just build your resume and get a 401(k)
All your friends are analysts
Whatever that is
I see what the problem is
You can’t handle the grind
You think you’re too good for a dependable life
Well, who the hell do you think you are?
Stability is a must
So, go get that job
No, music won’t be enough
You’re just like us
You’re barely a renegade
You still have the chance to fold
Fold!
Go join them
Be happy
Just build your resume and get a 401(k)
All your friends are analysts
Whatever that is
Only pennies will come from music streams
If you wanna live in a house one day
You’ve gotta quit writing songs all week
You better take that job at the bank or go back to school
Music isn’t smart
Don’t be a fool
Money is what matters
Follow the rules
You’re barely a renegade
You still have the chance to fold
Fold!
Go join them
Be happy
Just build your resume and get a 401(k)
All my friends are analysts
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4. |
Until Tomorrow Comes
03:21
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(Time is running out)
The feeling I had last night was new
Like I’ll always be one step behind the truth
At six in the morning, the sun comes over the hill
With my mug in my hand, I will try again with the earth
When tomorrow comes
I will have another chance
To lie my way into paradise
And sluggishly advance
It all falls down
As daylight starts to run
My dreams are depleted
Until tomorrow comes
The feeling I had last night was proof
That I’ll always regret missing out on what I wanted to do
Could I work at a desk then be happy just from video games?
I’d be sick in my skin if the morning was the worst part of my day
When tomorrow comes
I will have another chance
To lie my way into paradise
And sluggishly advance
It all falls down
As daylight starts to run
My dreams are depleted
Until tomorrow comes
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5. |
Me 2
03:41
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Eating French fries on the beach
Petting goats at the zoo
Repotting our plants
Saturday afternoons
Microwaving nachos
Driving you to the store
Rehearsing together for one day more
When you conquer the world
Can I travel with you?
Can I live in your pocket?
Can I keep you amused?
When you do regular things
Like fold your clothes in your room
Can I be there for no reason?
Just to exist with you
Lately we’ve been talking about this or that
The pacing of our lives, certain things we regret
You know that when we met I had nothing else
But you didn’t see me how I saw myself
If you can love me then I can love me too
We did Sudoku at the couches
I was spazzing a lot
This was back when I wore beanies and argyle socks
You were warm and charming
I was clueless and strange
Putting way too much Cetaphil on my face
Now we’re well on our way to the meaning of us
Will this go on forever?
How far have we come?
Then I remember a thing
I can’t believe I’d forget
That before we met I didn’t like myself
So lately, when I’m worried about where I’m at
If I’m wasting all my time
Should I do this or that?
I’m grateful that you saw me as a decent guy
It’s the reason why now I like what’s inside me
If you can love me then I can love me too
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6. |
Dysthymia
04:10
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Special, I am not
Between the lines, I am lost
My footprints don’t leave tracks
Between the cracks, I have fallen
Mend my broken soul
Love me with all
Patch my open sole
Heal my heel with all
No light in my life
The difference between “you” and “I”
Shrouded all the time
Pitch black in the sky
Mend my broken soul
Love me with all
Patch my open sole
Heal my heel with all
Fuck that shrink
He’s full of shit
I don’t need pills
I need a friend
I’ve been in my head my whole damn life
No wonder I’m sad
It makes perfect sense
So, fuck your group and fuck your demands
My synapses are fine
I’m good as I am
Couldn’t manage the world when I was young
Don’t fill me with lies
It’s okay to be bummed!
Fuck that shrink and fuck his shit
I don’t need pills
I need a friend
I’ve been in my head my whole damn life
No wonder I’m mad
It makes perfect sense
So, fuck your group and fuck your demands
My synapses are fine
I’m good as I am
I will manage the world when I grow up
They filled me with lies
I’ll prove them all wrong!
Special, I am not
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7. |
Joy & Sunshine
04:34
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Dappled sunlight through the window at your bedside
End of August
Losing time
It’s not a vacation anymore
It’s just more life
I know you miss the rush of September meaning more
Everything was easy, knowing what’s behind the door
Suitcases and backpacks
Lost in the flashbacks
Now you’re old and bored
Lying on your bedroom floor
(On your bedroom floor)
Some things end
But joy and sunshine last a lifetime
Ample daylight
You’ve got options when you’re part-time
End of ego
Gaining sight
“How do I live here anymore?”
Now you can’t ignore the fact that one day you’re gonna die
It’s the path you’re on
It’s deceiving and less traveled
Your tracks are covered
But don’t worry
They’re still there
I know you miss the rush of September meaning more
Everything was easy, knowing what’s behind the door
Suitcases and backpacks
Lost in the flashbacks
Now you’re old and bored
Lying on your bedroom floor
(On your bedroom floor)
Some things end
But joy and sunshine last a lifetime
You search the sky for meaning
Thin atmosphere, can’t breathe in
They asked things
You had said no
(They asked things, you had said no)
Grow up and travel freely
Go
“Do I need to see what’s coming?”
No
Forget the lost time
There’s more to life than leaving
I know you miss the rush of September meaning more
Everything was easy, knowing what’s behind the door
Suitcases and backpacks
Lost in the flashbacks
Now you’re old and bored
Lying on your bedroom floor
Some things end
But joy and sunshine last a lifetime
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8. |
Victory Lap
03:56
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(Time is running out)
All I ever did was be wrong
Channeling it all into miserable songs
Something wasn’t there at the start
Figuring that out took abnormally long
When you can become hurt and a mess
Just by remembering something you said
You feel like a loser
Uh-huh
Thinking that I blew it
Uh-huh
I hope I’ll have a smile on my face
When everything is gone, and my world is erased
As a young man, I was swallowed by the stars
I didn’t know I couldn’t fix the nature of my heart
So, fuck the plan
You dealt me a shitty hand
Laughing when I’m finished
Uh-huh
I knew that I could do it
Uh-huh
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